it's the high-ness and not much of a recovery from my illness.
so i'm still sick. duh. and yet mummy believes i'm not.
the funny thing since sunday's autograph session with the fahrenheit.
crystal and serene were going gaga over them. practically crazy :X
and like newspaper reports and stuffs about fahrenheit. they went ahhh.
since carmen tan was around yesterday for english. three periods we slack around.
umm well planning to buy a new bag. DC i believed. with jerome and the rest. estimated cost around 35 bucks and actually planning to find work together at Yoshinoya. since the time wasnt able to be settled due to the different schedules. i think that was put down for a moment.

i drew elvis presley and marilyn monroe combined for art. and bargained with Mrs wong over all the teachers giving us too much homeworks. still. she's the best.

went to merilyn's house right after e3'06 held nadia's birthday celebration. then ate beehoon and ice cream at her house. apparently gaining weight :/
went to clarke quay central to walk. but not all shops are open yet. so we bought fries and sat by the river. apparently bad choice we made. cause the wind was sooo strong that 2 fries paper packets and a paper advertisment was blown into the river and sank. so we sang.

there was a paper from long john that sailed the river blue.
they thought they got a paper no water can go through
but the Lord of mighty hands knew the paper it will sank.
it was sad when the paper sank down.

ooo it was sad ooo it was sad.
it was sad when the paper went down to the bottom where
the paper advertise and the chilli lost their lives.
it was sad when the paper sank down.

we were just bored i guess.
end up the bs was held at dhouby ghaut at smu.
so we took train back.
and smu was havng their patron week.
so it was quite noisy.

anyway after bs , jonjon's father sent us home.
so we could reach home early :)

carmen tan was back today. and common test table is out.
it starts from the 12 and ends on the 14th feb aka valentine
and many many people complained.
but thankfully being in combined science, we only have 5 official papers.

test for mathematics. and i think it was crap. i missed a lesson.

oo shafee was being too nice today, he send no one out.
and instead, he gave chocolates. and where all the teachers get those bug bug chocolate?
well he was being nice. and nice means he was crapping with us.

physics was being sleepy and copying worksheets and stuffs.

ryan came for dance today. he wore his wedding ring :x
lol he was an chioing when we asked him about his honeymoon.
well the syf selection was held today. and guess the ending :x

um happy birthday daddy. we went to ang mo kio to eat some crab and boy it was nicee.

went to watch gridiron gang on sunday. it was very nice.
thankfully to that show. i decided not to quit syf la.
and inspired me to do something :)

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<3 ZOE. 9:54 PM

Well merilyn's over at my house now, staying over because we are up to some mischiefs. :)
haha i was on mc today and mrs wong called at 7.30 am. -.- then under the influence of medicine, i slept till 11.30. uhm i went out with merilyn to watch the illusionist which is very very nice lor. then we shop around and play around in toys r us. and ate at yoshinoya. she shop at ebase till very late la. and now. we're mischieving around :)

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<3 ZOE. 1:40 AM

Firstly, sorry for the triple post below, uhm i actually did not notice it until sammie told me just.

Secondly my day half sucks so much i got sick and unfortunately fortunately won't be going to school tml. which is so YAY. because i finally got one whole day to rest. but nevertheless i'm going to finish Dominic Goh's homework by today so i can hand up tml and save all the hassle.

During Physics, Mr lim was telling us about our eyeball. and he said something like ,

'' only one small part of your eyeball can see clearly which is the small portion near our vein ( or whatever i forgot) connecting to our brain. and because the eyes darts around so fast that most of the time 30% of the eye darts to where the groin area is.''

and also while talking about magnitude,

''imagine arh the ant carries six times its weight, i 90kg carry one third my weight (aka 30 kg) already kpkb already ar.''

and somehow iso (international standard organisation) became 'i asshole' in the class. and mr lim was telling us about the O lvl Practical Exams la. and he said if we got the pendulum experiment, all he can say is GOD BLESS YOU.

Rolling around the dumbbells during PE. and then we sat around and have a nice girls + 1 guy chat. and while people are sweating out in the gym. we slack around la.

Chemistry test was so chicken feet. Then i dunno what actually happen to me and end up i help samson with his 2 month anniversary gifts. Then played around with that shower thingy at the back of the class.

We drew poker cards for art. actually its so gothic one. the main medium is black and red ink and draw medival people playing. end of the lesson we have a critic session. and now i've got research to do.

Maths was firstly freezingly dead and secondly real dead. From dunno when onwards. maths will be 2 hours to make up for the 5 periods he lost during the CNY week. and we did some fractional quadratic equations today. and we had to memorise the formula or else if we forget tml, we'd have to write the formula 500 times. after lesson i immediately chiong out lor.
dance was torturing la. my back having problems again lor and all the problems come from the pair work ms chan asked us to do. wonder was it even legal to our back lor.and now my back hurts so.

Mummy treat me and anvis to jacks place and swensens today. and the shoes i wanted was gone and now its so sad lor. hopefully i'll find another shoe i like. hopefully.

why is it that our words of affirmation always becomes words of condemnation and hurt other times again and again. why is it that we always wants people to not know what happen to us so that they will not feel bad or guilty towards us. why is it that when we say we do not want to hurt that person, the person will be hurt the most. why is it that we say forever when we know that forever never happens. why is it that we promise when we know we will never keep it. why is it that when we cry nobody should ever knows.

<3 ZOE. 10:30 PM

AS USUAL. i was in a bad mood and now worse, tired. I rush mathematics and additional mathematics. the SURDS ARE TAKING OVER MY MIND! and i was so completely lost. for english we discussed some essay thingy until halfway, carmen tan wasnt happy because to her we only want fun so she booted us all out of the class 10 mins before recess. chemistry was diaoss lor. Me and jerome's answer for assignment one was the same, word by word, line by line. diaos lor and teacher thought we copied. was late for chinese as usual. chinese was nothing lor. teacher talk alot of crap. CME WAS TOOT. another hypocritical lesson where you have to do reflections until your brain looks like a mirror.geog waaas tiring laaaa. and then after everything. i rush down to meet wen kai to get help with my homework. aka surds. we only manage to solve 2 and then we just idle down there already.

HOW TO SURVIVE 3 PERIODS OF MR DOMINIC GOH'S LESSON TML. EITHER I FREEZE TO DEATH OR I DIED THANKS TO DOMINIC GOH'S STAY BACK AND STUFFS.

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<3 ZOE. 9:24 PM

AS USUAL. i was in a bad mood and now worse, tired. I rush mathematics and additional mathematics. the SURDS ARE TAKING OVER MY MIND! and i was so completely lost. for english we discussed some essay thingy until halfway, carmen tan wasnt happy because to her we only want fun so she booted us all out of the class 10 mins before recess. chemistry was diaoss lor. Me and jerome's answer for assignment one was the same, word by word, line by line. diaos lor and teacher thought we copied. was late for chinese as usual. chinese was nothing lor. teacher talk alot of crap. CME WAS TOOT. another hypocritical lesson where you have to do reflections until your brain looks like a mirror.geog waaas tiring laaaa. and then after everything. i rush down to meet wen kai to get help with my homework. aka surds. we only manage to solve 2 and then we just idle down there already.

HOW TO SURVIVE 3 PERIODS OF MR DOMINIC GOH'S LESSON TML. EITHER I FREEZE TO DEATH OR I DIED THANKS TO DOMINIC GOH'S STAY BACK AND STUFFS.

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<3 ZOE. 9:24 PM

AS USUAL. i was in a bad mood and now worse, tired. I rush mathematics and additional mathematics. the SURDS ARE TAKING OVER MY MIND! and i was so completely lost. for english we discussed some essay thingy until halfway, carmen tan wasnt happy because to her we only want fun so she booted us all out of the class 10 mins before recess. chemistry was diaoss lor. Me and jerome's answer for assignment one was the same, word by word, line by line. diaos lor and teacher thought we copied. was late for chinese as usual. chinese was nothing lor. teacher talk alot of crap. CME WAS TOOT. another hypocritical lesson where you have to do reflections until your brain looks like a mirror.geog waaas tiring laaaa. and then after everything. i rush down to meet wen kai to get help with my homework. aka surds. we only manage to solve 2 and then we just idle down there already.

HOW TO SURVIVE 3 PERIODS OF MR DOMINIC GOH'S LESSON TML. EITHER I FREEZE TO DEATH OR I DIED THANKS TO DOMINIC GOH'S STAY BACK AND STUFFS.

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<3 ZOE. 9:24 PM

the first thing jerome lee told me today was that his phone fell into the big longkang outside the seven eleven yesterday. and angie goh saw him climbed into the drain to retrieve his phone.his phone now got a fugly big dent. and for the whole day i was having a terrible moodswing and it most made me die.

i just blew my top. SEE I TOLD YA I'M HAVING A TERRIBLE MOODSWING or rather it feels like depression. I was so tired and moodswingy that i cried to sleep in class during PC. that guy, Mr James was talking about cyber awareness. and actually i was listening while sleeping (my talent :D) and he was talking about me. so immediately i woke up and i dao him.

Then carmen tan's english was activities. We did some word posters with our groups and then present to the class.

I was rather stoned and heavy during mathematics and shafee made my day worse by screamings. and all the childish and immature sec 1 and 2s shoving and pushing along the corridor all contributed to it.
I slept during physics. and threw my tantrum at somebody who got on my nerves since ages ago.

Thankfully after physics, sammie was there to cheer me up :D

true enough, after last tuesday's publicity, many people came, even guys and of course, flower pots. already four flower pots are blacklisted by me. and they all all seriously flowerpots.

went to sammie house and play. and truly this is a depressing day.
even until now..

give me a bucket to cry, o i forgot. i cant even cry now.

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<3 ZOE. 9:12 PM

The dance floor was -speechless-
seriously it was speechless. like kiasu singaporeans went to queue a day before the thing starts.
which is typically singaporean. but nevertheless, there were a few groups which dance quite well, uhm example? daphne's .

due to the fact nobody ask me out. (not popular enough *sob -.-) I stoned. not that much anyway. Cause my relatives were over at my house. i manage to catch a nap after eating my har gao. and then loiter around the internet listening to disenchanted. the version jazzmen ouyang sent me was abit weird cause it starts from the chorus minus a word or two. and he got admitted to the hospital the third time, he wont give me a reason and he said it was personal but definitely not kenna poke by a fork in the eye again -.-

uhm the whole family had a meeting regarding what to do during new year. and it's so shocking,
THEY ARE GOING TO CLIMB BUKIT TIMAH HILL ON THE FIRST DAY OF NEW YEAR IN STEAD OF GETTING ANG PAO?! and as usual, gamble and drink like every single day life. but why climb a hill on the first day of new year?! no wonder mummy gave me 50 bucks to settle my new year stuffs. uhh then tonning over at kbox most likely. hopefully no need to drag my drunkard cousin home 3am in the morning again.

how nice i am going to see mr shafee again tml. !$^&%#$%@


Disenchanted- My Chemical Romance.

Well I was there on the day
they sold the cause for the queen
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself
But it started with an alright scene

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If i'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (all night long, all night long)
And will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a god damned thing

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean

Yeah yeah, oh

If i'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (all night long, all night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone
Because you never learned a god damned thing

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

So go, go away,
just go, run away.

Now where did you run to?
And where did you hide?
Go find another way
Price you pay

Woah oh, Woah oh...

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you,

come on

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

At all
At all
At all
At all

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<3 ZOE. 9:03 PM

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

-Marianne Williamson.

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<3 ZOE. 6:17 PM

The whole day was full of ups and downs.


and i'm so darn tired of everything. just let me die for once.

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<3 ZOE. 12:23 AM

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<3 ZOE. 12:31 AM

BOO. i'm totally burn out. :(
and i'm totally screwed.

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<3 ZOE. 10:01 PM

Dear everybody. SORRY I WENT MIA FOR SOOOO LONG!
haha homeworks have been piling and many things have happen this 3 and half days.
thankfully i finished all my homeworks by now~ and i'm soooo freee.
and now i have to use my brain cells to recap all the way back to SUNDAY~

ehm uhm we went for steamboat cum teppanyaki at Merilyn's house. Meet at 11 at serangoon mrt. apparently all late. XD then we played at the mrt station. then went all arrive, we went to buy ingredients for the steamboats and then went to merilyn's house. Prepare the food and everything then wait for nixi to arrive and slowly we ate la. then me and rachel used the rice to cook buttered rice at the teppanyaki there. XD
played games for awhile and then around 4+ nixi and rachel left and slowly people leave la.
then Merilyn, Wen kai, Yi Jie, Eugene and I went to bugis to walk around. left at 9+, reach home around 10+ then rush homeworks. yet didnt finish :(

Monday was urggh.English was blah blah. did some discussions and stuffs.A maths was bearable although i was almost sleeping. Then we wanted to late for Shafee's class end up we never realise Padma let us off earlier and we were there soo early at Shafee's class XD.Chinese was urghhhhhhh. Did the Ying4 Yong4 Wen2. Manage to finish la. Then Recess again and Art for two periods. i drew a fat man with dog features on a lily pad. and slept. Rehearsal for the next's day performance. and went for bs. till 11, i reach home :)

Tuesday. Woke up at 5.45 to prepare for the performance. Put on contacts after sooo long. Then reach school at 6.40. then meet and practice a few times. Went to the back of the hall. OOO THE PERFORMANCE WAS TERRIBLE. standard drop like siao. and went we return to Plab to do it again. it was MUCH BETTER. then everybody go class liao. El was bleahs. did comprehension. emaths was freezing since i'm facing the aircon and the Shafee's class was Gay sh!t. Due to the fact i return home late at night, i couldnt find the ministries and stuffs. so dunno how many of us kenna copy chapters. heh. Physics was soso. i fell asleep the Derrick lim came to teach us how to use the micro something something. Meet rachel then the merilyn. Then while waiting for celest, we did homeworks. and then left at 5+ then crap all the way to boon lay. Then while they eat, i did homework again. Prayer meeting was very good. :) then went home. :)

Today was worse. It was very tiring, i fell alseep in Amaths class and CME, which is Sumayah's. The rest of the lesson still bearable. English was on a newspaper article. and a relief Teacher or chemistry. Chinese was slacko. and Geog was okay kay. Then celebrate Bailin's birthday in the canteen. aww he was touched he cried. well me and sammie left and we went to Hougang Point. sat at Mac to slack and then went to buy wrapping paper. XD
found myself hanging upside down sleeping on the sofa. XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAILIN!

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<3 ZOE. 9:51 PM

blog blog blog.
firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMSON AND ITS YOUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY IN CHURCH :D
next i'm itching all over and feeling tired. so this is a teeny weeny blog.
Went for bs this morning. like 12.15 in the morning.
then had 1/4 of my lunch, finish emaths
then svc and everything, fellowship and stuffs.
see soo short. haha.
thats about it la. i'm so tired i want to sleep. :/



i haven complete journal and physics and part of amaths.
:(

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<3 ZOE. 12:39 AM

uhh well stoneage while waiting for sammie


[† .zoe. † ______]- live life as happy as you can be. says:
*stoneage

† .:: S a m m i e™ ::. † says:
happy stoning while u wait for me x)

so i'm making full use of my time now before i win her in pictionary XD
i began the day with cursing because i was super tired.
like we played pictionary till 11++ after we had dance.
and i was bleahs. somemore there's Amaths and Emaths. worse.
and there's test for Emaths. and homeworks everywhere.
still, homework is piling up. like mountain.
theres a maths, e maths, physics, english.
anyway almost got caught doing e maths in chinese.
then amaths, did inverse matrices. and geog was easy.
stay back for dance and then the cca open house. STONAGE
and eliza chan was simply too !@#$%^&. another looney teacher.
then after the cca open, sammie and i went to hougang point.
she don't want to zilian with me :(
and then she SHELTERED ME HOME.
THANKS SAMMIEEEE:) (your name is hereee)

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<3 ZOE. 10:16 PM

like I'M GOING BONKERS.
bonkers because homeworks are PILING HIGH.
bonkers because i am tired like crap.
bonkers because there's ADDITIONAL AND E MATHS TML.
bonkers because i have to stay till 7pm tomorrow.
bonkers because i haven do my physics research
bonkers because I AM BONKERS.

and i'm pissing off too. TODAY.
somehow ALL TEACHERS SEEMS TO THINK BOWEN IS AN ARMY CAMP.
somehow all teachers think we are cadets.
somehow all teachers think WE ARE SOO FREE UNTIL WE CAN STAY BACK TILL !#$%^& PM EVERYDAY. SCREW THEM.
and partially because most of my teachers are guys, and THEY MISS ARMY ALOT.
they are implimenting the ONE FOR ALL ALL FOR ONE PUNISHMENT.
and teachers are turning gay too. 3 or more of my files are purple in colour.

EG:
MR GOH ( E MATHEMATICS)
punishment for not doing any of his homeworks or failed to comply to his POWERPOINT-ED rules will be staying back till 5 for a day, if continued to do so, stay back 2-3 days and subsequently weeks. If one student never hand in homework, the whole class will stay back for an hour a day preferably thurs since his lessons end at 3.30pm in the freezing to death mathematics homeroom. and LAUGHING IS ILLIGAL.

MR SHAFEE ( SS)
Known as the ___(fill in the blanks). like purple. -.-
loves to sing a sentence randomly and often target people who laugh, to him laughing is nonsensical. likes to fold his arms and use powerpoints to teach.

MR LIM (PHYSICS)
Just abit !@#$%^& when he's crazy. his shouting makes people deaf and at least HE DOESNT GIVE HOMEWORK :D

the rest of the teachers are okay. abit crazy or rather looney.
but they are quite good teachers la.

School today was ____ (fill in the blanks). Derrick Lim was away in the sec 1 camp. so physics was gonecase. The textbooks i brought which i plan to study was hopelessly not understandable.
so end up i did some doodling. funny things happen la. like many of them.

1. We were drawing madly on a piece of drawing paper.
2. I wrote Jerome (suppose to be LEE) is a duck! quack! and i drew a duck.
and just nice Jerome Quek came and he saw la. and he thought i was drawing him
he was like, " Jerome is a duck, quack!, I'M A DUCK?!" and we were madly laughing
3. Doodle craps.

PE WAS BLEAH. did runnings and GYMS AND DUMBELLS.
we cant even lift much of the equippments cause they were rather heavy and the dumbells lifting session with Mr Tan almost took my life.

Chemistry lessons with sundram, erm cant really hear her properly so have to study on my own. did the workbooks and 2 periods flew.
edited:
sundram told us about the recent deaths, those that died suddenly without any illness kind.
she said they were probably caused by some harmful bacteria in soil. the bacteria will penetrate into the skin, most probably under the nail and enters your blood streams and prevents the heart from pumping blood. the person suffers from heart cramps and died. heh believe it or not. check it out yourself XD.

Complete my artwork within the next 2 hours. Did circles till i got rather confuse and then went crapping with jerome. Suan him alot alot. XD While we were doing an artpiece, Crystal in F&N cooked 2 dishes -.-

Maths was urgh. Did new sums and tried out some. and people were shouting 'sh!t' everywhere then goh set 2 questions and those we unfortunately got called by him yet got the answer wrong, have to stay back. unfortunately me.
with a few other rests. then rush to dance, practice and then have rehearsal in the hall for tuesday's showcase. went home at 7 -.-

chiong addmaths and emaths homework till now. -.-

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<3 ZOE. 10:06 PM

Muscleache :( and it was rather painful
cause it affects my walking.
Rather peaceful today, finish all my homeworks yesterday so i don't have to chiong them today.
Assembly in the hall was bleah. and the sec 1s have gone camping XD.
ours will be somewhere around march in st john's island :(
(ever since Melvin told us the st john's ghost stories...)
A maths was interesting, took 15 mins to introduce matrices.
while people already finished inverse matrices -.-
then while walking to carmen's lesson, watch the sec 1 listen to mr tan talking blahs.
carmen gave us homeworks and well mainly to copied things the whole day.
half the class kenna stay back for recess because they did not bring their files.
then met sammie for recess, stoned maths with her.
chemistry was crap la. totally proscratinating. couldn't hear sundram talking and samson was bluetoothing to everyone that on bluetooth his photos, and jerome was sending to everybody his art work. toot. end up samson's phone kenna confiscated for a few mins.
i couldn't understand anything about chemistry because i simply could't hear.

( btw, sundram said the dirty boms were made of nails and glass fragments in a bomb. and when it explodes, the nails and glass fragments will fly at high speed, piercing its victim, making the victim's life worse then death. but according to bbc, dirty bombs were made of radioactive materials and nothing about nails and glass fragments were told. Link )

then chinese was crap la. we asked Mr Wang about the phrase that was in carmen's homeroom but he didnt' seem to know it. so we did meaningless composition for the whole two periods.
CME WAS WORSE. Sumayah told us the files she gave us was complimetary but end up, THEY WERE UNCLEARED FILES ON HER TABLES FROM LAST YEAR'S HOMEC LESSONS. complimentary my foot. did work on respect and went for lunch.

Geog was after lunch, and it was quite understandable. the two periods went fast.
The bowling thingy was cancelled because i want to sleeep. haha.

to stop somebody from giving up hope, give them hope.

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<3 ZOE. 9:05 PM

LALA I'M IN A BLOODY SADIST MOOD. BECAUSE I WANNA BE A SADIST RIGHT NOW.
firstly KUDOS (REAL BIG KUDOS TO SOMEBODY) TO (she who shall not be named) TO TELL ( that bloody idiot who shall not be named) OFF IN HER FACE TO SHUT HER UP :D
haha yes, she's SELFISH. freaking selfish. another snobby bimbo who thinks only for herself.
and i was so darn happy when she was told off right in the face and she shutup. yay PEACE!
NAH, we don't have to give up the whole universe just for one star. WE GO ON :D
we gooooooooooo on!

(GETTING BONKERS)

celebrating the success of my sadistic-ness and the success of her, finally SHUT UP.

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<3 ZOE. 10:16 PM

oooo yeah! I'M FINALLY ONLINE!
after gazillions of mathematics homework.
and only a minority is online :(
and actually mathematics is FUN.
which is rather surprising to all who knows me.
but thats good, that's a big change :)
school starts with a boring assembly, awards to give out.
then they held the sec 3 back to give talk on the green carnival.
which falls on the 4th april. :/
it's like bo liao stuff la. i rather spend more time building my foundations.
then it was carmen's english lessons. continued the diagnostic test we did yesterday.
and did the summary. finish within 25 mins and doze off while reading a book.
cant blame me la. i was very tired, late home yesterday :(
then collected the papers, copied the o lvls exam format. and then RECESS!
went to meet sammie and ate jap again, danapal was on patrol across every stall.
ate and squeeze through many many people to get shafee's black and dominic's purple file.
then went to dominic's maths class, was late for 5 mins =x
then halfway through, we moved to the mathematics homeroom, under the aircon.
he assigned seats for us, i sat between sharina and cheryl. and copied homeworks.
got 18 mathematics questions to do for mathematics to be handed up tomorrow even though there is no mathematics class tomorrow.
went to shafee's class, that gay class. he got very upset with our class cause to him ' our class doesn't seem so interested in social studies'. just because our class got many many jokers.
and did abit of social studies, i decided to write my own notes because the notes shafee gave was according to the textbooks. he held us back for 5 mins because we ' just couldn't shut up' .
went to find e3'06 then ate a chicken burger, went for physics.
derrick was not as bad as chyuan ming said la. he's funny and he makes it a point to remember the whole class name. but he's scary too, his shouting can result in deafness.
anyway he's a guy that DOESN'T BELIEVE IN HOMEWORKS! meaning less homeworks.
we will not be touching the workbooks la. the homework he gave was to surf the net every chapter to research on stuffs. and he doesn't like maplestory and calls it ' A BOY POKING A MUSHROOM' . by the end of 2 periods, he memorise all our names.
loiter in the canteen and accompanied Merilyn because she was feeling down and all.
then went for dance. dance was refreshing! uhm we are not dancing for CCA open house. which is good. because all the sec1 bimbos will not join dance for the stage glamour they saw. XD
but there is a performing arts show casing next week.
meaning monday rehearsal with the teachers in the hall result in dily dalying, late let off and meaning rushing for mad to BS. and tuesday would be the performance, meaning heavy stuffs.
GIVE ME MY LOCKER.
RAWR.

Monday was hectic, carmen's lesson, a maths, chinese, art and social studies.
then meet merilyn to lunch at pizza hut with wenkai and timothy, went for BS.

there's many things we have to let go in life. if we hold on to all the sad things, we would only be making ourselves living worst then hell, why not let them go? :)

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<3 ZOE. 9:47 PM

boring day i'll say. soo boring until i decided to go out.
went to my grandma house. did my homework there.
they went to marina to play baseball. blah and stuff.
ate at sim lim square. went home .
see? that boring. very the boring.

and it will be this short. :/

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<3 ZOE. 9:53 PM

Sleepy Saturday, the fact that i have to wake up 10 in the morning makes me sleepy. it's not that i sleep too little, its that i sleep too much until i feel like sleeping more.
thank God meeting them at 2. eugene was there and melissa came too.
then slowly more people come la. and was rather piss off with something. something.
then we went to eat at the foodcourt. and the beef hor fun taste rather fake. so i only eat quarter. and then we went over to foyer 3 to queue. went in, service starts and everything. rather happy because mostly talk about culture and of course about art. at least it doesnt make me feel i took up a useless subject. like somebody said.
then after svc, went to attributes to buy books, out of stock. wonderful.
like i'm going to tell jo, oo the bookstore went out of stock on the fourth lesson.
then the fellowship and stuffs. went home.


stop telling me the bullshit about friendship. sorry to say among the eight purple flowers, six have thorns and two have died, where are the thorns? in my heart. and never will you see me so ever trusting again. cause once bitten, twice shy. so don't give me the BULLSHIT.

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<3 ZOE. 11:49 PM

ahhh Friday! yay finally.
finally i got to have a long long long nap which i can only have it once a week, that is, friday.
so therefore i just woke up from a long long 5 hours sleep and i'm sooooooooo refresh.
school was rather exciting because of new enviroment to adapt to.
and no more parade squares, YOUR SITTING IN THE HALL!
they took 30 mins to arrange us and 5 mins to stone there.
Goy came pass my class because Samson and Jerome were making tooo much noise.
the day starts with Geog. umm sandra teo was crapping too much. and i was trying very very hard to keep my eyes open. and FOOD HAVE GEOGRAPHY TOO?
thats the next year syllabus. Chinese was crappy. I don't even bother to bring books.
because at the rate the teacher is teaching. i might as well go home and learn by myself.
so i was eating many many chocolates, talking to jazzmen, eating sweets with milly, sleeping
and talking around la. then when the bell rings, CHIONG OFF.
Recesssssss. Eat with Serene and the rest.
then was late for Padma's A maths lesson.
she was in the corridor hurrying us. and somehow, every lessons, the back seats were for us.
soo she went on introducing a maths and half way through the lesson, serene got caught using handphone and was throw out of the class. then she started on her first lesson and gave her first homework. and she return serene her phone after lesson. and she solve a maths question very fast. within 5 seconds, she can get the answer already. like o.o
anyway we stroll to chem lessons and was crappping behind . sundram was dramatic and hilarious.

Umm yesterday was totally mad la. The day starts with Geog. and win many many chocolates!
PE WAS FAST. AND IDIOTIC. the dumb machine they got in to take height and weight, shrunk and made everyone heavier. TOOT. anyway one hour recess.Dominic Goh (maths) took over our physics lesson, Derrick lim wasnt there. and he need powerpoints to lay down his rule. and he listed laughing as ILLIGAL. like wth? then he crap with us la. oo he was from st gabs too and he listed the whole 10 years as Desperate. ART WAS RATHER RATHER DEPRESSING.
all the paintings hang outside the plab was B3 ONLY. like B3 ONLY. and there is many many things to understand and learnt. and basically it's just the creativity.
stayed back for dance and learnt dance for the next week's open house. then syf rehearsal at NUS cultural whatever whatever. to be held on the 10th and 20th
10th is a saturday, so most likely cant go church :/
then 20th is a public holiday called chinese new year which 100% they will remove la.
went to dhouby after dance. then walk around and eat. went for bs and went home la.

i guess no matter what, you are oblivious of my feelings. and since i'm not needed by you anymore, i guess i just have to disappear :)

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<3 ZOE. 8:21 PM

NEWWWWW SCHOOOOOOL DAAAAAAAY!
ehh everybody was like soooo frantic searching for friends.
heh for me. i've arranged to meet my friends at the boooookshop.
ahhh well. parents crowding at the foyer with their kids. -.-
and sec 1s without parents just stood at the corridor and stone.
and it was fuull of chattering la. like everybody cant wait to blurt out everything.
like mr chua. XD. surely without two months of audiences. he sure cant wait to occupy the stage.
then first topic among us was homework la. of course.
heh practically nobody finish their homework. like soooo guai :)
anyway the music came and very thing.
then we heard, DANAPAL'S VOICE. well we kinda freaked out.
cause we thought danapal left -.-
the next thing rachel said was : anzoe, your hair colour very obvious.
anyway we said if we get caught, we could go out togther. XD.
end up we never got caught and those diciplines anyhow catch one.
Jeffrey's hair bushy only, mr lim sent him out.
then after the checks. they sent us up to the hall.
for the Mr Chua's long awaited talk. miraculously he only talk for 30 mins.
and HAH. they changed away the school logos and motto.
at least it's nicer. and uhm well, then danapal's talk and then mr soo's talk.
after that around 9.30. they sent us back. jerome lead the whole class up to fourth floor and
down to third floor, just to avoid Normala.
anyway our form teacher change to Mrs Wong instead of Mrs Tan.
and like as usual, e3ers occupied the back, then we just crap.
and Congrats to Samson our class moniter monitor!
HEH I ONLY SABO YOU. BUT I MYSELF NEVER KENA. XD.
well i almost did by 0.000005% :P
Recess was reunion time with my clique. xD.
canteen was crowded, and so call renovated.
and we just stood around. and went for lesson late.
but Mr monitor said since he's late, there's no need to be afraid.
emmm sundram's lesson was okay. but she's sooo soft lor.
then chinese was STONED. that Mr wang looks like Owen Wang( according to ouyang, that's his surname) like EXACTLY ALIKE LA. and they both love to play to things, example? owen loves to play with water. and Mr wang loves to play with the door. how crap.
and he, was praising Xinmin in front of us and demeaning Bowen. SCREW HIM.
and for the rest of the time, he was like stoning.
CME was nothing. Mrs Tan was not the one taking us. but just there for the first lesson.
She let us introduce ourselves and by the time we finish, we went home. xD
btw my class got three tranferred. agnes from punggol sec , lionel from tampines sec and xiao long(according to serene) from china. and i'm sooo looking forward to tml cause there's FOUR PERIODS OF ART :D:D

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<3 ZOE. 10:05 PM

loneliness is a curse,
a demon is the dark,
it casts over you like a shadow,
and leaves behind it's mark
it suffocates and strangles,
and cuts you wide open.

no-one can ever hear,
the little voice that has just spoken
you're trodden on, and left behind.
why does life seem so unkind?
no-one listens,
no-one cares,
it's more than one little soul can bear.
the hurt, the crying and the pain,
you can barely speak,
it drives you insane.

why do i fly solo?
why am i alone?
why am i transparent?
why can't my life be shown....

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<3 ZOE. 8:51 PM

The pre school phobia. -.-
its the last day of school holiday. how great it that.
and percentage of homework done? 0%
so currently i'm rushing my homework like mad.

five articles and dummb reflections.
fifty vocabulary words.
chinese.
practice for laws of indices.
laws of indices.
science workbook.

and the articles have to be on high technology crime.
from newspaper somemore.
Mrs You must have love the newspaper soo much
ever since sec1, almost all our homeworks were from newspaper.
she could have kiss them.
and they made 200 words sound soo easy.
but when added up together, whats the difference from writing then 1000 word essay for last year's assignment.
and i cant even understand chinese at all.
and the questions they asked are dumb.
i only finished 3 chapters for the science workbook.
and its already 5+ -.-

gahh i'm gonna go crazy.

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<3 ZOE. 5:11 PM

Glad that there's no hangover XD.
but basically i didnt go anywhere cause i was sick.
had fever and stuff la. slept the whole day.
wrote my resolutions and stuff.
hopefully to complete my homework by tml.
and erm its just like this la.
o and 1 day away from school reopen.
and 2007 already! its a bad beginning hopefully with a good ending.
2006 ended for me badly. because of some minor stuffs.
just hopefully the cg will grow even more. :)

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<3 ZOE. 7:52 PM

HI to 2007 and BYE to 2006 already!
see how fast time pass you by.
wasnt able to blog yesterday.
its due to laziness instead of being drunk.
i was very sober and it means VERY.
well we had cg outing yesterday at chinatown.
we met at 2 at chinatown. and walked all the way to maxwell to eat.
well i had serene with me. and we spent like a long long time in maxwell
until nixi called us and we walked towards the foodstreet to find her.
on the way, we all ate icecream! mine was rum and rasin XD.
and then we proceed to meet nixi. we found her and we ate satays
and finish cucumber and onions. haha esther and nixi ate the most.
the we walked around and go to shopping centres and OG.
the girls were looking at shoes and the guys were in the toys dept.
we went to find them later. and the jun kai and celestine joined us.
we then walked to the mrt. where merilyn and i part ways with them.
i went to bugis and she to harbourfront.
met mummy and we ate at the hawker centre before finding the rest at hotspot.
then ate a little and drank alot under the situation of being forced.
then went back to grandma's house and we were still drinking.
and we lamed, played and crapped around. and in total i had 12 glasses of wine before 2006 was over. and we rushed to see fireworks along the corridor.
i took photos. :)
then my relatives send me home.

and the fellowship was disappointing.

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<3 ZOE. 5:10 PM